... tired

I'm tired of it ...

Mood as grim as a black tulip

 
My building is now almost empty .. It used to be a lovely bulding .. when you open the front door .. you can smell the weed from Massimo's room because he rarely close the door .. the laughter from the 2nd floor .. and the sound of nick doing something in his room. Often you will see Greg's door opened and people speaking inside .. or you can hear Seena and Ana speaking in the hall way. Nini, Tian Rui, and Lisa are always cooking. You will sometime meet Andre, Andreya, and Jap (the only dutch in the building) in the hallway. Our (me and Emilio's) room is always open and you can hear spanish music from emilio's room. Yes.. it was indeed a lively building .. I'm gonna miss this Unit 102E ... no more hanging out at Massimo's or Nicks's room .. doing stupid stuff that Nick teaches us.. Or the movie night at Nick's and Emilio's rooms. Marcella with her glossy blue bike which is rarely used .. and the sound of trams and metros that you can hear from the building :) ... My mood is grim because I have to leave this building .. the building which I considered to be my home for the last 10 months ...

Uilienstede is so busy this pass 2 days .. everyone is leaving .. u can see a lot of furniture in the garbage .. A new academical year is starting on September .. new people will be staying in our rooms .. new life will start .. will replace the lovely life we had this year .. 

a typical amsterdam's house ...

 
Just want to share a photo ;) 

Now.. it is empty.

 
But the sweet memories .. stay. 

My Life in Amsterdam

 

That board represents my life .. in Amsterdam. By taking it down and put all the stuff in to a box, means my life in Amsterdam will be over soon... 

I hate packing ...

Because its annoying!! The part where you found stuff that remind you of sumthing .. all the travelling, all the tickets, the trains, the maps .. everything !! I just hate packing .. Its not that I don't like going back home ... its just like ending your life in Amsterdam .. yup its ending.

Now my room is a mess .. I m done putting all of the books (the real treasures) to the boxes. I just hope that in 3 months, they will reach Jakarta .. if not .. darn!

2nd time in de' robe ..

 

yup.. my 2nd academical robe ... and still in red .. yes .. still law .. :p 

VU LL.M Graduation Day

 

Look at us ... bunch of llms .. ;) 

Paris.. is Paris.. it will always be..

 
I'm on fire now .. before I learn how to actually put my pictures in folders .. I'm just going to post it via picasa ..

*must ask Farid to teach me!* 

One tulip memory..

 

I should've write more often in this blog :) .. I don't know why .. but I just want to post this picture.. no one will read this post .. heck, even I rarely post in my own blog .. well I don't care .. 

It's ending ...

It's funny ... right now i'm sitting in my room writing a post in my blog .. its 4 o'clock in the morning in Amsterdam.. and one of my friend is leaving and I might not see him again.

He's name is Nick.. a guy from US that know a lot of stuff...

It's funny.. I just realized that I did not spent much time with him and the other guys in the building..

Now I can hear his voice saying that when he comes back to the building, everybody will be gone..

I may not be 'that' close to him, unlike Emilio or Massimo, they hang out really often .. and that's make me think .. why I was'nt there? .. all I know that, now.. I regret not hanging out with them more often ... Darn, seriously, I regret it.. and it's too late now.

Well, it's bound to happen rite? starting from Nick, everyone else will live in July. Rati will be gone after the graduation ceremony, after that, Ana will be gone..and so on and on..

:), I'll miss them... even though I rarely hang out with them .. I'm gonna miss them being there.. especially the people from 102E! Nick, Emilio, Massimo, Ana, Seena, Greg, Marcella, Lisa, Tian Rui, Nini... everyone.

Now.. I'm wondering .. did I really live my life in Amsterdam ?? .... it's only 1 month away from leaving .. for good..

the end is near.. and the new chapter will start .. why am I sad?